Wednesday, 2 May 2012

My Heart

How I Feel  2/5/2012



                 
Let me just put this blog in between my ns diaries,but i'm gonna write this in chinese,sorry to those who don't understand chinese . =)



                  只是几天没谈而已我就开始想念你了。也许你觉得没什么大不了,觉得有没有我在你身边都无所谓。但,对我来说能够在你身边陪伴你,聊聊天,关心你,是可以令我很满足,很开心很幸福了。在这几天里,或可以说是每一天我都会想你在做什么,今天过得怎样,开不开心,闷吗的。或我有没有在你脑海里闪过。这些我都很想懂。能够认识你我很开心,和你聊天我觉得很舒服。认识你到现在我从来没骗过你。因为我做不出,我对着你,只会坦白,心里有什么就说什么。你,就是能让我这样。因为我真心爱你,虽然当初才认识你两个星期就说爱你,你会觉得很假或觉得我在骗你,想玩你而已。但,现在我爱你已经两年了,我想我确实是爱上你了。我知道你对我没信心,也没感觉。但我希望我这颗真心有一天能打动你的心。绥音,我爱你。 现在不知几久了,多少天?我没算,我只知道,我很想念你。真的真的很想念,我不知道我有没有那个福气能和你在一起,陪伴你,保护你,给你幸福,爱护你。但,我很希望奇迹会发生,让我们在一起。幸福美满 =)    绥音<3
                 
                                                                                                                   

Wednesday, 11 April 2012

End of Sandakan's Trip =(

Back to Kem PLKN San Shui ,Tawau,Sabah 26/01/2012 


             Woke up at 6a.m. because we need to go to the bus station,but when i woke up,no one woke up yet and Vanessa haven't reached our hotel so I slept back.When we all woke up,we were late already !! Vanessa reached and saw us all not ready yet and she got a lil pissed. xDD So,we rushed and we got to the bus station at 8a.m . We had to take the next bus to Tawau. Oops. =P We saw Stanley and we took the same bus back to our camp. In the bus,Carmen got car sick and she threw up,Vanessa then switched place with me to take care of her.Ate some pills and she felt asleep. Poor girl =/ We got so moody when we reached our camp,we got so bored and not wanting to go in =( However,we still must go in to the camp,and our camp life was back already. Back to block Bravo,it was empty because most of them haven't got back and i packed my stuffs.

               Went over to block Charlie to find Edwin and Stanley.Then had a nap till minum petang,4.p.m After the tea,went back to block Bravo and bath.Then its dinner time,today was a boring day because all my friends had not got back yet. I'm the only chinese in block Bravo and its freaking boring. #Saddd ='( Good Nights

Days in Sandakan,Sabah ^^

20/01/2012 - 25/01/2012 =) 


               I'm going to get this short and fast because i had almost forgotten the most of it,sorry =P So,we went down for shopping because we have not done with the shopping yet,we bought more food,shampoo and febreeze.Hahahaha,because our camp's bed were all so smelly and old,we thought febreeze would help at this place ^^ . Then,Vanessa and her cousin came to visit us,we were so bored so we went down to find poker cards.We took a long time to find it because there were no shops selling it.At last we found it and we brought up to the hotel to play.And we started gambling.LOL !! I lost about rm30 and Carmen won the most,she won about rm60++ ,=,= . Lucky girl. Then its dinner time,we went to a restaurant and ordered fish,vegetables and fried sotong =D . For five of us,i remembered we had four dishes and some drinks,it was only about rm65. Wow,sabah's food are cheap and delicous ^^

               Then,in our hotel room,some playing cards,some watching movie,some playing cards while watching movie(thats me) hahahaa !!We watched ,despicable me,and how to train your dragon. The next day,Ping Xuan came over and fetched us for a movie at the cinema.We watched one Malaysia's movie,i forgotten the name already.To be honest,the cinema was kinda old. It was so hot when we went in,the air conditioner was switch on only when the movie was started and when the air conditioner was switched on,i thought it was raining outside . =,= The seats were so uncomfortable too,but we can't demand so much,its just a Sandakan.LOL !! Then the girls went for shopping again,they always liked it.They bought new clothes for outing and sleeping ones.Then we headed back to the hotel to rest. At night,we went to the FUN FAIR !! Sounded nice right? But the fun fair was just a mini one. And it was expensive,i remembered Edwin spent rm70 in there and just won three small teddy bears and 2 photo frames. =,= Then we didn't went back yet,we went for some beers next. Until it was 2a.m we finally went back to the hotel. At our hotel room,we didn't want to sleep yet,so we played Big Brother 2. It was 3.30a.m. already,we were all tired but Carmen Pang didn't want to sleep yet,she kept stopping us from sleeping and said last game,last game.LOL !! So,we played till 4.15a.m OMG !!! =,=

                 Next day we woke up at 1p.m. and we went down for lunch.Nothing to do till night time,Vanessa came to pick us up and we went to the temple,we visited the temple,it was huge.Then dinner at the stores. Told by Vanessa it was the best food in Sandakan,she said the noodles there are the best.So,we ordered some and once we started eating,we can't believe it. This is called the best in Sandakan? =,= Yuck,it tasted like overnight food,eww ! >< Sorry Vanessa.Hahahaha !!

                   One or two days later,Ping Xuan brought us for seafood ^^ Unfortunately,when we reached there,the restaurant was closed.Aww =( Then,we had KFC for lunch. Boring~ At night,sushi as dinner.The sushi was the " best " sushi i had ever had in my life. The prawns,salmon were all not fresh and the rice,it should be sweet or sour,but it was just white rice.Nothing special. It was our last night there so we went for a long long walk cause we know we would miss sandakan when we get back to our camp. After supper, back to Hotel Bena Ria,sleep =)

Tuesday, 10 April 2012

End of PLKN's Diary

10/4/2012 =)


         
Hi to those who read my blog,sorry,i didn't continue writing my diary in camps so i can't write any of the days i'm in camp that detailed already. I can only remember a lil,but ill try to recall them back ok? =) So,where was i? Oh ya,I got sick.So,i got sick and eventually 19/01/2012 i rested enough already and i recovered alot.After filling in the forms in Dewan "mum mum" ,we lined up and got into our bus and headed to the bus station. Where are we going to? Remember i said i'm going to Sandakan during Chinese New Year's holiday? Yeah,thats where i'm heading to with a few friends. We reached the bus station and bought tickets to Sandakan. After 6 hours of travelling in that crappy bus,we finally reached Sandakan.I called that bus crappy because its freaking hot in there,it have no air conditioner . We went to Hotel Bena Ria and rented a room. This time,the girls do their job,BARGAIN PRICES !! HAHAHAHAHA !! Seriously,i think they are good in that. So,we got the biggest room in that hotel with Rm600 for 7 days and 6 nights for Me,Carmen Pang,Edwin Lee,Bay Hong Ley,and Hua Lee Mei the 5 of us .=)

       The first thing we did was,we took turns to bath and then.....SLEEP !! Omg,the bed there is so comfortable,very soon,we were all asleep.When we woke up ,it was already 7p.m. so we went down to find something to eat.We found a restorant and we had our dinner there,the rice there was unlimited and F.O.C.HAHAHAH !! We planned to eat alot alot of rice as it was F.O.C but ended up we only managed to eat two bowls of rice.The dishes there was amazingly delicous .I love Sabah's food !! =D Yummy ! xDD Then,my fever got back so i went to 7-eleven and bought some medicine. Was so not fun when i got sick during that trip. Then we went for a walk,went to a supermarket to buy some groceries and head back to the hotel.Switched on the air conditioner and we lied on our beds,ahhhh,felt so thankful because we lived through 3 weeks without delicous food and air conditioner. Hahahaha !! End of 19/01/2012 =)

P/S : Jia Xian can't join us because he was sent back to KL for medical check up and he got pengecualian for National Service =/

Seventeenth day of National Service ^^

Seventeenth Day in Kem PLKN San Shui,Tawau  =) 18/01/2012


                   
Felt better today,but i still felt that my head is heavy.Went to medic again and nobody noticed my presence so i went straight into the restroom and slept in there.I guess its because of two weeks of insufficient sleep got me into fever? O.o Normally i slept for 14 hours at home =P and now i had only 5 hours per day.=/ During riadah,I can't even play well,but i'm just playing to sweat. =) Today's game made two of my friends got into a quarrel,I don't know what to do,i just hope they can stop quarreling and get over it .=/ Just finished my dinner,but i felt sleepy,i think its because of the medicine. I don't feel like eating it already as it didn't helped alot for my fever,and it made me felt sleepy .Later its kelas kerohanian again,hope it can help in relaxing my mind,my thoughts and my body . =) Due to i'm sick thats why i'm writing so short today,sorry ! =) Bye ~

Sixteenth day of National Service ^^

Sixteenth Day in Kem PLKN San Shui,Tawau  =) 17/01/2012


               Moody day today,started even since when i woke up ,=,= I hated waking up early,its already been two weeks,i don't know when will i collapse. X.x Again,boring i kept quite in class today,lol,felt bad when i did that,but i don't have the mood to be active either. =( Today's class held until 4pm.Finally i made it till 4p.m ,during riadah,basketball again =) but after playing,in dorm i felt that my whole body started to burn,i thought i am just tired after playing so didn't cared about it and went to bath. When i went down to Dewan "mum mum",when Lee saw me,he asked whether am i sick ? He touched my forehead and he said i had a fever.I didn't know about it till then,I was hesitating whether to go to the medic or not,because i'm afraid that because of my fever i can't go for the Sandakan trip.At last,i went to the medic ,the doctor checked that my temperature was 37.6 degree celcius,wasn't that high right? Took some medicine given by the doctor there and went back down to Dewan "mum mum" for my dinner.I felt my head got heavier and my sore throat got worse. Hope i will recover soon,because i don't want to be sick during my Chinese New Year holidays =( Gonna rest now,Nights =)


Diary wrote at 7.47p.m

Fifteenth day of National Service ^^

Fifteenth Day in Kem PLKN San Shui,Tawau  =) 16/01/2012


               
Monday,activities started again. First day of Modul Kelas 2,JL told us they would rearrange the students and the teachers but when i got into the class,none of them were switched.It was the same class,the only different thing was the chapters,hahahaha !! Again,six small groups which each 10 people were formed.I don't felt like participating in any activity,so i kept quite for the entire class today.Maybe i'm just too bored so i felt moody? I don't know,i just lost my interest. 2 p.m ,changed into celoreng lengkap and went down to padang kawad for Taekwando session.It was so hot,and we gotta practice Taekwando in celoreng lengkap,i was thinking how come we can't just wear an inner loreng ? Aiks ! >< Then it was creativity game.We won ! LOL ! During basketball time,i don't know which fellar have long nails,cause he scratched my hand,and it bleeded.The cut was deep though. =,= Back in block,Kah Lun kept on calling :" Bee Jian ! Bee Jian ! Bee Jian ! ~~~~ for about 50 times or more i guess O.o Hahahaha ! Then Ranjit,from nowhere came out with a slogan.It goes like this ---> Tepuk 1 kali *clap*,Tepuk 2 kali *clap* *clap* ,Tepuk tiga-tiga ramai ramai tepuk Bee Jian Bee Jian Bee Jian Bee Jian ~LOL !! Kah Lun got hyper or u may say CRAZY ?!! xDD He got up and took Korea's shoes and said :" Hello? Ya lar,I just found a phone on the floor and u called me dy o ! The phone very yeng one ler,like last time that motorola big brother o ! Damn yeng ! " =,= We was like laughing non-stop on the floor at that moment,and Kah Lun had not had enough yet.I think it was crazy enough to do that,he jumped onto Ranjit and his tongue almost licked Ranjit nipples. WTH !! HAHAHAHAHA !! That moment was fun enough,we all enjoyed it as Kah Lun as a joker in our block. #GreatTimes ^^